Since Thanksgiving is around the corner I would like to call for non-native people in America to think critically about Thanksgiving and to consider exactly what you are celebrating. The colonization of America was not as harmonious as the thanksgiving fable of pilgrims and indians suggests. Throughout American history native tribes have been purposefully eradicated to make way for white colonists. We were viewed as heathens that were less than human, inferior to whites, and our deaths were a victory to be celebrated. Thanksgiving is yet another way our genocide is erased, to see it celebrated widely and proudly is a yearly reminder of how little regard and knowledge people have of our history. So this Thursday I encourage you to learn more about the atrocities Native Americans have faced and continue to face at the hands of colonialism. And if you can, consider donating one of the following charities or elsewise supporting native communities-
And here is what I called Yavanna's ring when it was just an idea. It's made of an autumn leaf.
Hey Yavanna, i took your creation, killed it and made it into a ring! Enjoy!
I also wanted to make a Varda-inspired ring, but i want it to have very dark foundation with very bright stars above it and I am having some difficulties with that for now.
SCI stands for Sound-Color Inspection or maybe SCIsolator. Inspection is watching for violations of Codex aka drawings, music, anything colorful in general and so on. This is a thing for an imaginary AU-crossover-ish with Shawshank redemption i did instead of NaNoWriMoing about my characters' main storyline. You're welcome
I'm prepared to Fake a mental breakdown, tests and all, for some chocolatmilk from the teachersroom
so here is the inner squad design for Sailor Moon Space, a season i made up which tells the story of sailor quasar
made with DollDivine's Sailor Senshi Maker 3
i am just assuming they lost whatever gave Usagi her Eternal form and the others didn't get Eternal forms yet, but with some help from Quasar later they got upgraded to... this! Which is called a Space form! Super original i know!
the gradient is based on sailor quasar design, but now i just realise i have to re-design her too, and sailor moon is not done yet, so expect more
f o r m a t i o n c o m p l e t e
I want Usagi have a Queen Serenity crown since it's a surprise tool that will help her later
everything else is just. her space princess form
and wow, Sailor Quasar turned out to be Sailor Deadpool, well i'll see what i can do about that
And right here, right now All the way in Battery City The little children raise their open filthy palms Like tiny daggers up to heaven And all the juvie halls And the Ritalin rats Ask angels made from neon and fucking garbage Scream out, "What will save us?" And the sky opened up
Everybody wants to change the world, everybody wants to change the world, but no one, no one wants to die... Wanna try?
Because some of you on here seem like you might need itdonettes -
i keep going back and forth all over the place thinkin bout what my daemon would be, and i've had close friends and a tonne of quizzes tell me all sorts. deer, fennec fox, red fox, a fuckin hawkmoth, bengal cat, stoat, hummingbird, mouse, rabbit, cheetah, wolf, i got no fuckin idea. it's like hogwarts houses all over again, i get a mixture of answers and cannot decide which i would be versus which i just would like to have, and yet i also cannot stop thinking about it hjgkhjgjkgkghjg
somebody please crack the fuckin code and tell me what i'd have
i am not made for this, i am not made to "get better", no one benefits from me "getting better", i'm not oppressed and not actively stopping oppression so what is the POINT
there is stuff i'll just never recover from and can't talk to anyone about it because it's just going to make me look even worse as if i am not bad enough already. i can't say it. "oh i feel pain because of something that didn't affect me at all but you still should help ME and not others!"
it's such a stupid idea to me now. "uuuuh, recovery for yourself, put yourself first, value your priorities" yeah that's why inequality happens because someone aka me considers their needs a little bit too much. always. people die while i do self-care and probably because i do self-care.
also i can't even set a goal and reach it, so even if i considered doing things that actually helped it would be no use.
i am tired from all the pain and from knowing i obviously don't belong here. and god know i've tried to justify my existance but i don't think i can. and i know there are solutions to my inner conflict other than suicide but they are just too scary.
donate all income to some trans charity. become an activist, don't be afraid to go to jail. ever. tell your family yain't scared of them, survive what happens. cut off everyone who had the chance to prove they're not the best person, doesn't metter how much of positive impact they had on you and how much you love them. disgard. stop contributing to society's madness. get new friends, try to save them from suicide and the government, you are not allowed to fail. do all this. or die, probably. that's how i view my life. and i don't want to do any of it. i want to be allowed to exist and sleep because it feels good and that's what spoiled kids do because they feel no responsibility for the world around them. and i know i am not allowed to live like this anymore.
@huh just saw your comment, thank you for your thoughtfullness! I guess i found a lot of stuff that helps me in the last two days.
this was/is for a character i never really got to play or develop but i do like my first mood board, ill go off about the oc under the cut
mira beckham starts out as a maid of space in a 12 person interspecies session that goes horrably wrong, the frog breeding doesnt go well and due to something unspecified all but two players in the session are massacered leaving mira and his boyfriend, a cobalt blooded pallai stranded in a doomed session
pallai tho is a prince of doom and after months or even years the two of the m device a plan to get the fuck out of there by breaking the code so much that itll let them make a new session within the first one by compining their powers (prince of doom destroying the rules and maid of space making a new pocket dimention)
and they do it
in this session of two people pallai gains the new classpect of muse of doom and mira becomes lord of space and again the frogs dont work like they should and they cant compete a genesis frog so mira without pallais knowledge uses his lord powers to make a new universe that they cant get to that eventually becomes an almost perfect copy of the one they came from in hopes that they can bait some new players into a session so they can be saved
15 trees from me to team tree as soon as I can and that’s from today, I’m working on more adopts so I can help throughout November
if you’re the type of person that want to donate but feel bad that you’re just giving away money you could have used (first of you valid) secondly I’m thinking I’ll do commissions where 90% of the money goes to trees (10% I need to Save to Live) so you can get something you might want as well as buying a tree